Friday, August 27, 2010

I'll miss this

The other day I had my first honest-to-goodness "I am going to miss this moment" with Aidan.

He was drunkenly lounging on the boppy in a milk coma and looked up at me with his gorgeous, brown eyes. Then he gave me an ear splitting smile and giggled. He was happy. Satisfied. And in love with his Momma.

I wanted to cry.

I'll miss this. I love breastfeeding him. I love the connection between us before, during and afterward. I love that he relies on me for his nourishment. And I love how content he is after he's just helped himself to a big meal and lets out a giant fart!

A thought crossed my mind at that moment. Do I really want to have more kids?

I've always wanted to have at least 2 kids. Growing up in a family of 7, I always felt bad for those lonely, only children. They never had any instant playmates. I, on the other hand, had 4 sisters close to my age on standby 24 hours a day! Some days I may have hated having them there ALL of the time, but for the most part I really loved it. I want my children to have same relationship with a sibling that I have with mine.

But, then, I'd never have this time with Aidan again. Or for my next child. These wonderful days of staying at home with Aidan, just the two of us, would be long gone. And I'd never have the chance to have that time with a second child. It'd always be the 3 of us.

Those special breastfeeding moments would be interrupted by the need of another sibling, not the quiet, blissful moments that Aidan and I share now.

So, for now I will just enjoy every moment that we have together. I all ready cherish the little things, but perhaps now they will become extra special. :)

Thursday, August 26, 2010


A certain fat and fabulous friend of mine graciously bestowed upon me this:

Now, it's my chance to play and pass it along. The rules? Tell you 7 things about myself (what more is there to tell?!) and then grace 9 other lucky lovelies with this award!

1) My food preferences have changed since moving to Texas. I crave Mexican and Barbecue ALL of the time now! Back in Ohio these were cuisines that were in short supply and rarely eaten, but down here... Oh man! Everywhere you look there are little taco stands and smokers on the side of the road serving you up some awesome food! No wonder Texans are so heavy!

2) I've been thinking about cutting my hair and donating it to Locks of Love. But, there are a few things holding me back. 1. I'd have to grow it out a bit longer and I just don't know if I can do it! 2. I don't want to have it cut really short. I hate when my hair is short and I can't put it up in a ponytail... I guess I'm an inbetween kinda gal! *le sigh*

3) Recently I have become OBSESSED with Ben and Jerry's Peanut Butter Cup ice cream. To. Die. For. I've only been able to find it at one grocery store here in Houston, so I don' have it very often. (And I'm also trying not to eat ice cream so that I can lose some more weight...) But, man is it GOOD!

4) I am all ready anxious about Aidan starting school. Yea, yea... he's 6 months old. But that day will come before I know it (and before I'm ready!) and I know it will be very hard for me to let go and let my little boy grow up.

5) I try to choose a "breastfeeding movie of the day", so that I have something to watch while Aidan is eating. Sometimes he'll eat for a loooong time and I get a little antsy. Yesterday's choice? Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory.

6) Jason and I are long overdue for a vacation. We have not been on a real vacation in over 5 years. Yes people, you read correctly... FIVE YEARS! Depressing, isn't it? We're desperate to get outta dodge and explore some place new. Suggestions?

7) I wish that we had bought a bigger house. I feel so claustrophobic in our current home. It was a great deal, but since houses down here don't have basements and are limited on closet space, it's a crunch for us. I long for two living areas and a usable attic!

Now, onto my lovelies (in no particular order):

Kerbi @ So Are You To Me- Happily married to the love of her life and a great cook to boot
Megan @ Honey, We're Home - Check out her gorgeous new home and sweet baby boy
Katie @ Katie's Journey - A fabulous, future teacher in the making
Adrienne @ All These Things - A fun Mom to a handsome Buggy boy
Carly @ Carly's Photography- Her lens captures the greatest of life's moments
Amanda @ Serenity Now- Her creativity never ceases to amaze me
Keely @ Mannland5 - This gal has some serious style
Laura @ Laura's Everyday Ramblings - A fellow Houstonian tryin' to lose the pounds, like me
Elizabeth @ Confessions From a Working Mom- Brutally honest and trying to have it all

Play along if you wish, ladies!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010


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Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Let's Get Physical

I have been waiting for today for the past few weeks. My Momma's group planned a playdate at The Little Gym, and I have been eagerly awaiting for the moment that we walked through the door!

It was everything I hoped it would be. Fun, fun, FUN!

Nine Mommas and 11 babies showed up for the occasion. (We have 2 sets of twins in our group.)

They had an array of gym equipment and offer classes from infant all the way up through 12 years of age. Our group had arranged to be there at a special reserved time so we'd have the place all to ourselves. The kids were excited and ready to have a good time!

After removing our shoes (barefeet for the little ones and socks for the Mommas), we all sat in a circle on a giant gym mat.

We sang songs, did some stretches and then got to explore the gym before embarking on our next adventure...

A giant blow up bouncy that we all got to sit on while it inflated. The kids got to play with bubbles, silky scarves and each other, while the Mommas chatted.

Aidan got a bubble on his cheek!

He liked the silky scarf!

He got to "wedge" out for a bit on the gym equipment...

And bonded with his buddy, Kayleb.

After that we all had fun playing with the big parachute! We put the babies in the middle and the Mommas walked around the edges and moved the parachute while singing songs! Aidan sat up like a big boy the WHOLE time! No tipping at all! :)

At the end of our playtime the kiddos had the opportunity to play around with some balls!

I know that all of the kids and Mommas had a good time. We will be making this a monthly playdate. Aidan and I can't wait to go back!

Friday, August 20, 2010

It's officially official.....

I'm in love! {le sigh}

With Glee!

I'm a Gleek, and I don't care who knows it!

Of course I'd heard of the show. I know lots of people that watch it. I've been told time and again that I'd love it. And, I'd seen a few snippets here and there while flipping through the channels.

To be honest, the reason I hadn't watched it was because it's on Fox. I am NOT a fan of Fox. I think their news is a joke and they haven't produced a decent show in years, as far as I'm concerned. My heart belongs to NBC. Great news, good reality TV, fantastic primetime shows, and who doesn't love Brian Williams! I mean, come on!

But, alas, I decided not to let my network favoritism keep me from joining in on the cult that is Glee!

I finally figured I should (wo)man up and join the action!

Enter Netflix. How I LOVE Netflix! We get it instantly streamed to our TV and we also get discs by mail. Glee is not available instantly, so I've had to go the old fashioned route and wait (im)patiently by my mailbox for each new installment to arrive.

So far I've watched 8 fabulous episodes! I'm hooked. It's like a drug.

The minute I get my newest DVD I pop it into the player and wait with anticipation for the screen to light up with high school angst, hormones and drama! Not to mention some great singing!

I should be getting my next disc tomorrow, containing episodes 9-12. I'm psyched!

I'm lucky to be a breastfeeding Mama, because Glee is definitely a good way to pass the time while Aidan gets his chow on!

**WARNING** I DO NOT want to know what happens with any of the cast. If you tell me, I will punch you in the throat!

Love from an obsessed,

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Snap back to Reality

I'm embarrassed to even write this.

So, you remember that New Year's resolution I made back on January 1st? Things were going swimmingly. Scroll on down to resolution numero dos. Part one was done in a matter of weeks. Part two was well under way.

Then, nothing.

I lost about 10 pounds. Then the weight loss stopped. I didn't gain weight, I just wasn't losing it. I've been at a standstill for about 4 months now. Most women would be happy. And, to be honest, I can't complain. I'm still eating whatever I want and not gaining weight. Oh the benefits of breastfeeding!

Now for the embarrassing part. In an effort to kickstart my weight loss, I went to the gym Tuesday.

For the first time in over 12 months!


It really is embarrassing... especially considering the fact that we have been paying for my gym membership the ENTIRE time! Yea, yea- it's only 10 bucks a month. But still.

Not good, people!

I decided to attend the Step class that I used to go to on a semi-regular basis. It kicked my ass.

And to get the point across to myself even more that I'm in HORRIBLE shape, I decided to stay for an additional Power Abs class.

Big mistake.

I was afraid I may not be able to walk, tie my shoes, or pee the next day.

**sidenote: Felt great Wednesday, feel all kinds of sore today!**

But, it's good. I definitely needed this reality check. Just because I'm not gaining weight does not mean that I should continue the lifestyle I have. I'm not constantly eating junk, but I could be eating better. And I know that I need to be hitting the gym more often.

I have decided to attend this Step class once a week (because they only offer it once a week), try out some of the Yoga classes the gym offers, and I will also be signing up for a Running/Walking class that helps train beginning runners for 5ks, etc.

I'm hoping that once I find my niche I'll be more motivated to work out. Afterall, I always feel fantastic after a great workout. I just need to get off my ass and make that workout happen!

I'm determined to actually keep this resolution...

Wish me (and my poor, flabby body) luck!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Extry, extry... read all about it!

Aidan is a newsie!

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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

101 in 1001

I have seen this little "challenge" of sorts floating around various blogs for some time now. I decided that it's something I'd like to have a go at. I think it's a great way to motivate yourself to do those things that you REALLY want (or atleast motivate yourself) to do!

So here goes.

My mission? To complete these 101 things in 1001 days.

Start date: August 18, 2010

End date: May 15, 2013

Check back often as I check off my list!

My Town
1. Visit the Menil Collection
2. Go to a Houston Texas football game
3. Go to a Houston Rockets basketball game
4. Go to a Houston Astros baseball game
5. Visit the Children's Museum
6. Tour Bayou Bend
7. Walk through all the houses at the Heritage Society Park
8. Watch the ArtCar Parade
9. Go on a Buffalo Bayou Kayak Tour
10. Visit the Houston Museum of Art
11. See the corpseflower
12. Go to the Houston Rodeo
13 See Jimmy Buffet in concert once a year (0/3)
14. Eat at 10 new restaurants (0/10)
15. See a movie in the Theater 3 times a year (0/9)
16. Visit a Texas Gulf beach twice a year (0/6)
17. Go for a walk in Memorial Park
18. Play frisbee golf with Jason

Out of Town
19. Take a vacation with my family (parents, siblings, etc)
20. Take Aidan to Disney World
21. Go on a vacation with Jason- just the 2 of us
22. Take my Dad to a Browns game at Cleveland Browns Stadium
23. Visit my Uncle Pat in San Angelo, TX
24. Spend a day at Schlitterbahn Waterpark in New Braunfels
25. See Wicked, the musical
26. Visit Ohio twice a year (0/6)
27. Visit a friend who lives in a state other than Texas or Ohio
28. Go to the Texas State Fair in Dallas

More Adventure
29. Go parasailing
30. Learn to scuba dive
31. Fly a kite at the Park
32. Visit Ireland
33. Learn to surf
34. Hike part of the Appalachian Trail
35. Visit Prince Edward Island, Canada
36. Explore Missions Park in San Antonio
37. Rent a cabin on the river for a weekend
38. Visit 3 new-to-me National Parks (0/3)
39. Watch a sunrise and sunset in the same day
40. Visit Jason's brother in Panama City

Knowledge is Power
41. Take a cake decorating class
42. Learn how to change my own oil
43. Teach Aidan 15 signs in Sign Language (0/15)
44. Learn how to play the left hand on the piano
45. Teach Aidan how to swim via Mommy & Me Swim Classes
46. Learn Quickbooks
47. Join a book club
48. Learn to golf

Around the House
49. Plant a vegetable garden
50. Re-landscape my front yard
51. Re-landscape my back yard
52. Take my dogs for a walk everyday for 2 months (0/60)
53. Cook a new recipe everyday for 30 days (0/30)
54. Plan meals for 1 month and stick to them (0/30)
55. Create a Shutterfly photo book for Aidan every 3-6 months (0/6)
56. Do 5 DIY projects
57. Paint the accent wall in our bedroom
58. Redecorate the office/guestbedroom
59. Finish decorating Aidan's room

Self Improvement
60. Go to the gym for 70 out of 90 days (0/70)
61. Attend a workout class once a week for 12 weeks (0/12)
62. Run a 5k
63. Run a 10k
64. Lose 40 lbs and keep it off for at least 1 year
65. Cut caffeine out of my diet for 6 months
66. Take an adult dance class
67. Take a yoga class
68. Get a massage once a year (0/3)
69. Go to the Dentist twice a year (0/6)
70. Get new contacts
71. Have my eyebrows threaded
72. Fit into size 10 pants
73. Get my hair styled at an upscale salon
74. Treat myself to a pedicure 4 times a year (0/12)

Ohio Family Ties
75. Spend one-on-one time with each of my (6) siblings once a year (0/18)
76. Go on a girl's weekend with Jason's Mom
77. Go on a girl's weekend with my Mom and sisters
78. Document my family tree on the computer for my Grandma
79. Take my Grandma to lunch twice a year (0/6)
80. Spend the night at Jason's grandparents house once a year (0/3)
81. Skype with my family once a month (0/33)
82. Skype with Jason's parents once a month (0/33)
83. Get a pedicure with Jason's Mom once a year (0/3)
84. Have one-on-one time with each of my nephews and niece (3) once a year (0/9)

Money Matters
85. Never buy diapers without a coupon
86. Put half of what I earn into savings
87. Create a savings account for Aidan
88. Create a college fund for Aidan
89. Pay off my credit card
90. Make all of Aidan's "baby food" myself

For Others
91. Volunteer at a local animal shelter
92. Sponsor a family at Christmastime (0/3)
93. Clean out closet twice yearly and donate unwanted items to Goodwill (0/6)
94. Give $20/month to the Church (0/33)
95. Pay for the person behind me at the Drive Thru
96. Volunteer for a local hospital
97. Volunteer at my Church
98. Walk for the March of Dimes every year (0/3)
99. Become a Eucharistic Minister at Church

Loose Ends
100. Donate $2 to the Charity of my choice for every item not completed
101. Make a new list of 101 for May 16, 2013

Color Codes:
In Progress
Not Able To Achieve

Monday, August 16, 2010

Food for thought

After we received the heads up from Aidan's Pediatrician this past Tuesday, we started him on *real* food. You know, pureed vegetables... Yum! He was getting pretty good at eating his rice cereal, so we were hoping for an easy transition.

And, let me tell ya, I was ready to try something different. That stupid rice cereal was giving my little man constipation. Not fun for either one of us!

His first taste of the good stuff was pureed organic carrots.

He loves the concept of opening his mouth and having something put into it... He's just not sure what to do after the food is IN his mouth. Ha ha!

It's been almost a week now and Aidan has become a pro. So far he has tried carrots, carrots with blueberries, bananas and sweet potatoes. At the store last night I bought him squash and zucchini that I'll make later this week.

Yes, you read me right. I am making all of his baby food. It's so much cheaper. And it's better for him than the little jarred food. Trust me, it's really easy. I'm not supermom for doing this. I'm frugal mom for doing this!

It takes no time at all. I steam or bake the veggies, puree them in my little food chopper and feed it to my little man! I can make larger batches and freeze the food in ice cube trays, then pop out a cube whenever it's time to eat! Easy peasy.

Oh, and his other new food thing that he is loving? These:

He goes crazy for them! When we ask him if he wants a "puff", he opens his mouth right away so that he can chomp down at it. At first he was a little confused, but now he actually chews them!

Now if only we could get him to get most of the food in his mouth, and not everywhere else....

Friday, August 13, 2010

Grandma and Grandpa

I love Jason's grandparents. They treat me like I'm their flesh and blood granddaughter. It's as if I've known them my entire life. They truly are wonderful people. I really don't think that I've ever met more inviting, caring, kindhearted souls in my life.

We were lucky enough to spend a few days with them while we were back home. We even packed up all of Aidan's things and trucked on down to Canton so that we could stay the night with Grandma and Grandpa. We had a blast!

They are not your ordinary 80 year-old couple. His Grandma could pass for 65. Seriously. She doesn't even have gray hair. It's black! And she doesn't dye it. Honest! Jason's mom and I envy her vivacity, energy and health. We both hope that we will be able to enjoy life as she knows it when we are in our 80s. She is in a euchre group that meets once a week, is the President of her bowling league and also Chaplain of her local Moose Chapter. Her laugh is contagious, as well as her smile and her sense of humor. She is a fierce card player and my permanent euchre partner whenever we get together! This woman is a great cook and single-handedly makes Thanksgiving and Christmas dinner every year for atleast 10 people! Grandma is definitely not afraid to tell you what is on her mind. In her yearbook the caption next to her school picture stated, "Always speaks before she thinks!"
I love this woman. :)

And secretly, I'm in love with his Grandpa. I just might marry him if Jason doesn't ask me! He calls me his girlfriend. I blush. He's falls into the "strong, silent type" category. But don't be fooled.. once you get him talking about something, sometimes he can't stop! Grandpa is quite the ladies man and his smile and charm are irresistible to women of all ages! I think it makes Grandma jealous ever once and awhile, but she must've known that she landed herself quite the catch when they were married 62 years ago! Grandpa and Grandma went to the same school.. but didn't get together until after they graduated. This is probably because Grandpa didn't talk. His yearbook caption said, "Why talk if you don't have to?"

Aidan had a great time getting to know his great-grandparents. I think he is very fortunate to be able to spend time with them. I only had one great-grandparent and I saw her a handful of times until she died when I was younger. I really hope that Aidan will be able to develop a relationship and treasure the memories he makes with these two remarkable souls.

P.S. This has been sitting in my drafts for a few days. We just found out yesterday that Grandpa is in the hospital. Please send up a little prayer for him that he will be all right. Thanks so much for your thoughts! :)

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Dishing It- Summer Style


One of my favorite bloggers, Amanda @ Serenity Now, is hosting her monthly "Dishing It" Party. This month her questions focus on this summer. If you'd like to play along, head on over to her blog.

I can't believe that it's all ready August! The summer is winding down, although the heat here in Houston is starting to wind up. There have been heat advisories for the last 7 days in a row. It's unbearably hot, so Aidan and I have been staying indoors. I'm hoping it'll cool off next month so that we can go on our daily walks outside, instead of only going once a week inside at a local mall!

Now, onto the questions....

~Best activity you participated in this summer.
Going to Cedar Point. (Voted best amusement park in the world for the past 14 years... thankyouverymuch!) I haven't been to the park in 3 years, so it was great to go with some family while I was home! Even my Dad tagged along, although he chose to ride amusements that were a bit easier on the body! It was just as awesome as ever and I hope to go again next year! I love amusement parks and really miss the smaller ones that I grew up with. They are definitely more plentiful up North than down here in Texas.
~Did your family go on any trips this summer? Which was your favorite?
Why yes we did. Aidan and I were lucky enough to get back to Ohio twice this summer. Jason was able to come with us the second time around. I love visiting our family and friends back home, but next summer I am crossing my fingers that we can go on a REAL vacation. My family is talking about renting a big beach house in the Outer Banks of North Carolina in June, so hopefully that'll pan out. If not, Jason and I may take Aidan somewhere for a little family vacation of our own.
~Best new recipe you tried.
Oooh... I try new recipes ALL of the time. But, one of my favorites was from The Pioneer Woman. Who else? I am obsessed with her and DESPERATELY want to purchase her cookbook! One of these days when we have a little extra cash flow I'll probably have to treat myself to a coffee at Barnes and Noble and go pick up that book. Oh yea.. the recipe that I wanted to share was The Pioneer Woman's Spicy Mac and Cheese. I wanted to eat the WHOLE thing by myself. Darn Jason and wanting to eat dinner... Ha ha! Perhaps I'll whip up a batch for myself one day while he's traveling... Muah ha ha!
~Most exciting thing you've done this summer.
Watching Aidan grow. Perhaps not exciting to everybody, but to a new Mother it's amazing! At the beginning of May he was only 3 months old. Now he's 6 months. Those three little months make a world of difference. He went from laying on his back to rolling over, to sitting up on his own! I'm gonna cheat and list another thing. We have joined a Mommy and Me group that is awesome! I really love the women and children we have met and am excited to get to know them better throughout the coming year!
~Coolest crafty thing you made or home decor thing you tried.
I rearranged my living room and have bought some super cute things from Home Goods!
~Best book or magazine issue you read.
Oooh.. I am always looking forward to getting my monthly Family Circle, Coastal Living and Southern Living magazines in the mail. I love trying the recipes in them! The best book I've read, and probably one of the only I've read this summer (actually I reread it), was "Have a Little Faith" by Mitch Albom. Phenomenal. I've been meaning to write a post on it, but I haven't had the time to sit down and really think about how I want to tackle it.
~Coolest new (to you) blog you've found.
Hands down, The Nester. How did I never know about this wonderful woman? I love her style and hope to one day be as good a thrifter as she is. Teach me, oh Nester!
~Favorite bargain or shopping find of the summer. In general, discovering Home Goods! I am also checking out a HUGE consignment sale at the end of this month which I am really excited about. I'm not looking for anything particular, but I'm interested to see what good bargains I can find!
~Your best post of the summer was...?

Probably this one. I really need to stay true to it and continue to balance out my life some more!
~What's left on your summer to-do list?
Decorate my home. (Ha ha, more like a year to-do list!) Read a book. Any book. Well, not a children's book! I read those everyday... Get a massage. Start attending workout classes regularly at the gym. I think that's all..

Okay, well thanks for stopping by. I hope you enjoyed reading about my summer thus far!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

The BIG 6 Months!

Once upon a time a beautiful, sweet, tiny bundle of joy was born to two doting parents. On Sunday that little boy turned SIX MONTHS old! Seriously, where does the time go? How has this happened? My little boy is growing up right before my very eyes!

We went to the Doctor today for his 6 month check-up, which unfortunately included shots. He was a trooper and only cried for a few minutes. Hopefully he won't get a fever like he did for his 4 month shots.

His stats at birth: 7 lbs. 5 oz and 21 inches long

His stats at 6 months: 15 lbs. 7.5 oz and 26.25 inches long

His Pediatrician thinks he is going to be a smaller little guy based on his stats, but is not concerned about his weight. He looks healthy and is definitely the happiest of babies! :)

I'm so proud of how much he has learned, but am also saddened that he is no longer that tiny, innocent babe whose head I had to constantly support. Aidan is all ready an independent little guy, getting smarter by the minute.

What's he been up to lately, you ask? Welll....

* Rolls over from back to front and front to back

* Can sit up on his own (although he does topple over every once in awhile)
* Blows raspberries to his hearts content
* Mimics sounds, noises and some actions we make
* Has super strong legs and is trying SO hard to take steps with our support
* Sleeps 10-12 hours a night
* Finds something new and fascinating every day (recently it's been our new fish)
* Enjoys looking out the car window
* Can soothe himself back to sleep if he wakes up in the middle of the night (most of the time)
* Eats rice cereal and will be starting on pureed veggies this week
* Drops toys and then leans over to pick them up on his own
* Throws toys away from him when he is in his Bumbo seat, then uses one leg to scoot the Bumbo over to the toy he threw so he can pick it up
* Loves the water and splashing around in the tub and pool
* Is learning that when he presses buttons on his toys they make noise and light up
* Gets a good laugh out of playing peekaboo
* Is a little ticklebug, just like his Momma!
* Has "pet my puppy time" everyday and really has taken to our animals

* Is fascinated when the dogs play
* Giggles when he "toots"
* Puts EVERYTHING in his mouth
* Can raise one eyebrow by itself (Jason's favorite thing he can do!)
* Enjoys singing songs and dancing
* Likes to bop around in his Johnny Jump Up
* Likes to watch "The Backyardigans" and "Sesame Street"
* Recognizes Mommy and Daddy by sight and voice

* Babbles to us constantly
* Takes my glasses off my face
* Likes to put his feet in his mouth and suck on his big toes (weirdo!)

Needles to say we are impressed by how much he has accomplished so far in his short life. To us he is the smartest baby in the world!

Happy 1/2 birthday, Baby Aidan! We love you! :)

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Happy Birthday...

to my sister Natalie! I'm so glad that we were able to spend quality time together while I was back in Ohio. I love you and am proud of the decisions you have been making, so that you and Tristan can have a better life!

You are a wonderful mother, sister, friend and daughter. I'm sorry that we can't all be there to celebrate your special day with you. We send you kisses, hugs and lots of hot weather up from Houston. Have a great time today!

We miss you and love you.

Aidan can't wait to see his Aunt Nana again soon!


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