I feel exhausted. It's only Tuesday night and I wish the week were over.
I am weary.
Today is one of those days where I wish I could just curl up in bed, fall asleep and let the day pass without my knowing it. And I certainly wouldn't be any worse for the wear as a result.
Things have been tough lately. From wedding planning, which is becoming a bit overwhelming, to our ongoing problems with Charlie, both physically (on him) and financially (on us).
Then, of course, there is the everyday dealings of being a mother to two little guys...
I feel like I'm being pulled every which way and I just need a break.
Well, let's just say today did me in.
I've been having problems with my phone lately... and after over two and a half hours on the phone with tech support nothing was really solved. I was told they would have to send me a new phone since my problem wasn't one they could fix. But, the woman wanted to do a factory reset on my phone first, as a last result. I was a bit hesitant, as I have a lot of stuff on my phone... contacts, calendar, photos, videos, etc. She assured me everything would be saved on my SD card.
Well guess what? It's gone. All gone.
My photos of my kids. Videos of Aidan walking for the first time. Video of Connor's first night in the hospital. Pictures of Connor's first smile. All gone.
I cried and cried after I was unable to retrieve those images. They're irreplaceable.
And now I have no more words friends.
Tonight I have a heavy heart. I am weary.
Hopefully tomorrow will bring a smile to my face.
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